..

If a boy likes me, even if I don’t like him, I will test him first every once in awhile. Because I know that when the guy I like texts me first, it makes my day.

UGH

I really like you.. I’ve always liked you.. & now I actually have a chance with you. I should be excited. But then, there’s you. We just started talking and you’re a Christian boy, which is what I’m looking for. I don’t really like you.. But maybe I need to? Idk. -_-

Uhh..

Waiting for my phone to blow up like it usually does on my birthday… The only people that have told me happy birthday are my mom & my sister.. Hml

We’re freshman.. You should spend your Friday nights watching Disney channel, not in jail.

:(

I cried in front of my class today, and it had to be the most embarrassing thing ever. I was thinking about DeeJay, and people dying and getting made fun of and stuff.. I was standing in front of the class presenting, and I started crying like a stupid idiot. Gahh. I’m so embarrassed.. Hml :( help me!

I just want to be cute with someone :’(

UGH.

I really really really don’t like my church, at all. Guess I should try and get involved, give it a chance. Not like it matters anyways, my parents wont go anywhere else. :(

My life’s falling apart.

I’ve been getting a lot closer to God lately, but all of my friends keep pushing me away. I wouldn’t even consider them my friends anymore. If you asked me who my bestfriend is, I wouldn’t have an answer. If you asked me to list 3 friends of mine, I couldn’t. It sucks. It’s hard. But looks like I’ll just continue putting on this fake smile of mine, and keeping everything inside.